i'll take the truth at any cost.

Never more than a touch away from the nearest bottle
Empty or full, nothing more or less
Gonna start a riot, want to pick a fight
Ain’t your damsel in distress.
Not for tonight.

Call me fighter
Call me angel
Call me, I’ve already forgotten your name
Call me sexy
Call me darling
Call me just cause I’ll play this game

Kick and scream
Don’t tie me down
Don’t tire me out
I’ve got a future waiting
Plane ticket by the door
This is goodbye my faithful foe.

First shot, in one
No room for doubt
Cause if I can’t do it, it’s not worth it
Shoot me dead before I can’t do it anymore.

Cinderella got her fairytale
And I suppose that mermaid too
One day I’ll go looking
But I guess tonight you’ll do

You’re that guy with the excess of charm
Never without a girl on your arm
I look on in envy, wish I was that free
Yet tonight I’m just stuck as the same old me.

Take a sip, take a drag
Swear you’ll feel more alive
They’ll say you die young
But it’s the way to survive.

i'm too young to die old. too sober to talk to you.

faithfulradiowhore.

i'm not asking more of me than i ever would you. i'm just asking you to keep that hand as far away from that drink as it's possible to be - to distance yourself from being 'that guy' just once in your life. the one with the chip on his shoulder and the lies rolling off of his tongue like they were always meant to be there. you reassure everyone, but no one ever knows the truth. you're never more than a step away from the nearest source of your goddamn saviour - that miracle cure we know as alcohol. you say i'm obsessed, and maybe i am, but i want you to remember it was you who made me that way... there's not one other person in the world i would watse my words on. you were supposed to be my cure, and yet you're just the poison which fuels the disease you made polite introductions with. yet this is a disease which grips you by the throat and forces you to see things through the skewed looking glass it stole from alice since before i can remember. we disguise our flaws through the polite actions society taught us - the actions which hide a multitude of sins as dorian gray in his legacy burned into the memory of humanity. history contains every mistake humanity has ever made, and yet every individual life rewrites those so we can live them day to day. signing off, i give you one last fatal kiss and the world tilts on its axis until it stops turning. goodbye to you, my fiercest foe and truest lover. goodbye.

so i lost it all in one simple turn of the wheel.
who cares when i can win it back so simply and subtly?
oh. i'm thrown out the casino. i was a killer at counting cards.

you don't see a thing, but i've read you like a child's tale known by heart.

-faithful radio whore.